Monday, December 13, 2010

new day with new chalenges

well this day started good. got some exercise done. helping around in the house and actually smiled for the first time in a long while. life is hard, but life is what you make it to be. if you describe life as a painful aspect, then your life experiences will be painful. enjoy what you have. you might not see it again. love ya'll and goodluck

Sunday, December 12, 2010

First timer

This is my first blog and post. This is my way of giving others what haven't been given to me... ADVICE! Being young and naive is part of who we are, but being confused and hurt is not suppose to be an option, not at this time. Or rather not in this lifetime!
I am a young adult, going through some tough canges and I have gone through this all alone. This is my gift to you. I am here to support everyone whou needs my shoulder. But to earn your trust, I have to reveal one or two of my flaws. Last night I was really depressed. I started thinking of suicide, then suddenly of cutting. So the scissors started cutting on my left arm and it could'nt stop. It helped me to focus on my physical pain rather than on my emotional pain. for a second all was well, then when reality struck, it got back to normal. So my advice - don't EVER try that! It might feel right and help, but what if you cut too deep and die? Do you really want to leave those who love you behind? So, if you do consider hurting yourself, I recomend you talk to someone you trust. My person is far away from me. Dont make the same stupid mistake over and over again.

Goodluck my teeners.